Truth
I promised myself when I started writting that I would be nothing but honest in each and every one of my blogs.
So here it goes.
My Neurologist wanted me to go through Speech Therapy for a couple months if not longer.
I had made up my mind before I even enetered the doctors office what I was going to do and what I wasn't.
Speech therapy was not on my "Chelsi willing" list.
My heart cracked. Just another reason to be made fun of, talked about, and starred at like
"What's wrong with her?"
Was I going to lose my voice to dystonia? The same voice that has spoke in Mayor Tyler's office, Ball State, and Captiol Hill?
The same voice that set right here speaking to Mayor Tyler on the importance Muncie has in helping find a cure! A cure for the world. Right here in Muncie, IN.
I had a choice to make.
A choice that could either help me or not help me.
I thought of Doug Marshall all day today and what he'd say about all of this if he were standing next to me.
The man who made it possible to get the chance to speak with Mayor Tyler.
The man who set in and listened to me speak.
I think he'd say "Go get'em kid! You do whatever and I mean whatever it takes to keep that voice going! You don't give up. You keep going. Do you hear me?!"
I love him, I look up to him so much, and I want nothing more then to make him proud of me.
I had a choice to make. A hard choice. A choice that involes allowing others to help me so that I can keep on speaking my heart away. Oh because I asure you that I will. My heart is in this full force. If you don't like me. Great but please move out of my way so I can help find a cure for dystonia. I won't give up. I won't let my pride get in the way. I won't let my stubborness get in the way of helping others. I refuse to lose!
I know that I have an Army behind me
OR a police Dept,with an amazing sherriff
I've come to far to allow others to bring me down or take me down. This is just another challenge that I have to face having dystonia. No it's not major but it's still tough to go through something such as speech therapy.
I asure you one thing I'm not a quitter and I won't quit until a cure is found for others. I can deal but to watch others face this life daily hurts my heart.
So I asure you this.
I REFUSE to lose!
